Who Would've Thought?

Who would've thought

We'd see this day?

Anime, poems, movies, all turned to dust now

My body is numb,

But I think it hurts somewhere.

Who would've thought

It was all a play?

Pretty face, pretty voice, maybe pretty lies

The actor was good

But I think the violence won't let it air

Who would've thought

It was always one way?

Waited for him to cross the road

My hand out,

But I believe the speedy cars didn't let him dare

Who would've thought

All the sweet talks would start with a heyy?

Said he didn't want to hurt me so didn't bother to explain

The orator was good

But the speech made it hard to hear

Who would've thought

My favorite month would no longer be may?

Never missed the chance to look for him despite my aching eyes

The sun was cruel

But at least the winter is near

Who would've thought

Black would be my new gray?

Astronaut, moon, piano, everything so surreal

The artist was good,

But his art was all a snare

Who would've thought

I'd believe everything he'd say?

Would've preferred hurt over silence any time

My grip is tight,

But to leave me hanging, that is so unfair

Who would've thought

I wouldn't want to stay?

Told me to trust no one, nor to expect

I may be strong

But there's only so much a human can bear

Who would've thought

I would no longer need the chord to my bed?

Talked till 3 in the morning, said I'm a good listener

I think he fell asleep

But there's so much more I wanted to share

Who would've thought

I'd no longer need to check my phone every two minutes?

Constant cycle of work, gym, games and habits that I'd never know

I forgot the dream

But I think he said he liked my hair

Who would've thought

I'd have to pay?

Always put his feelings first, not a care of my own heart

I may be rich

But I forgot I'm not a millionaire 

Who would've thought

It'd be over before it even starts?

Moments lingered, but memories now seem like an illusion

Ten for me, five for us

Why take it this far when you didn't even care?